ME
EVE NG (:
-CHIJSTNICHOLASGIRLS
-23 09 1993
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Monday, April 20, 2009
5:54 AM
I've changed. I know, but i've changed
for the worst, i am no longer happy, instead
i've turned into this monstrous creature
who's angry all the time. I get angry
at the smallest and stupidest stuff,
that don't even seem important. I just
want to forget everything. But in a way,
i think i'm happier now, because i've learned
to prioritise, i know what i want and what
i don't want to do. I know whats important
to me and what's not.
Don't tell me i've changed whatsoever, cos i know. Maybe in 2 weeks time when all of it is over, i will really become a different person. I know i will become 10x happier. But that is when i can have what i want. I've never felt real happiness in a longlong time, i think i've forgotten what it feels like somtimes cos its just a distant memory lurking in the back of my mind. I know i can never be happy if i keep doing what i'm doing now, cos there's just no meaning. I'm so hating myself right now for being so annoying.
And honestly, i don't care if you don't like me. Cos really, i don't like you too. I know you're superior and dammit good. but i don't really give a shit. I though i knew you but now i think you're just another poseur (!!!). But treat others nicely please, don't throw them one side when you've found something better. Cos you're not queenbee.
<3
